• I Would Leave Me If I Could.

  • A Collection of Poetry
  • By: Halsey
  • Narrated by: Halsey
  • Length: 1 hr and 32 mins
  • 4.7 out of 5 stars (571 ratings)

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I Would Leave Me If I Could.

By: Halsey
Narrated by: Halsey
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Publisher's summary

New York Times best seller

Grammy Award-nominated, platinum-selling musician Halsey is heralded as one of the most compelling voices of her generation. In I Would Leave Me If I Could., she reveals never-before-heard poetry of longing, love, and the nuances of bipolar disorder.

In this intimate audio performance of her debut collection, Halsey bares her soul. Bringing the same artistry found in her lyrics, Halsey's poems delve into the highs and lows of doomed relationships, family ties, sexuality, and mental illness. More hand grenades than confessions, these autobiographical poems explore and dismantle conventional notions of what it means to be a feminist in search of power.

Masterful as it is raw, passionate, and profound, I Would Leave Me If I Could. signals the arrival of an essential voice.

Cover painting, American Woman, by the author. 

©2020 Ashley Frangipane. All rights reserved. (P)2020 Simon & Schuster, Inc. All rights reserved.

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Editor's Pick

A celebrated singer finds a new voice
What’s at the top of my to-listen-to list? This debut collection of poetry from the singer Halsey. For the first time, she brings her unique voice to a classic form of self-expression. Mining her personal experiences, relationships, and beliefs, Halsey reveals her interior life with powerful prose, and, even better, she narrates it. I can’t wait to hear more from this complex artist in a new medium. —[Kelley S., Audible Editor]

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Amazing

Hearing her read her words herself, as opposed to the way you’d hear them in your mind reading them on print is a vastly different experience. I enjoyed both but the audiobook is definitely worth a listen.

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so much better than reading it

I bought the book and read it, but listening to her read it is totally different. it's so much better.

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five out five hearts

Already a fan knew I would like this, moments after clicking play, like became love.

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INCREDIBLE

This is one the first poetry audiobooks that can make me feel peaceful. I've been Halsey's fan for years and she never disappoints.

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I would leave me

I love this! I don't feel like the only one anymore! now there's at least 2 of us

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More Please! 💥🔥💥

Thank you for spilling out your insides. This was amazing to listen to, especially since you read this yourself. You bared dark truths and it hit me how many truths i’ve pushed down through out my life. Highly recommend.

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Absolutely recommend!

Loved it! Halsey is a true artist! Her words and her narration was excellent!

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Go girl!!!!!!

With every emotion I ever have. This crushes it! Beautifully put! I’m for it ❤️❤️❤️ xoxo

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I'm in love with the poems, with Halsey's voice..

it was an amazing poem book also the narrator(halsey) were so good i love it

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love it

I totally loved it. being bipolar myself I understand exactly what she's saying having been there myself. definitely recommend!! even if you aren't bipolar you might find it interesting to see inside the mind of someone who does.

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